(kapitel 2) såpopera, sex i tider av kris: omg!! Jag måste vara galen, min chef ljuger för mig och använder mig, och jag onanerar

Earlier I became my ex-boss's whore to get his letter of recommendation and today I find out that he won't give me the letter. I'm upset but when I start looking for a new job I can't help but remember what I did at the office, I don't understand why it turns me on, it turns me on knowing that my ex-boss's asshole used me, I masturbate and have multiple orgasms remembering how I filled my mouth with his cum. I still remember the taste of it on my lips...