Lasced

Single lady with a history of bad relationships and one divorce. I guess I'm gullible and naive but try to think the best of people. I give everyone a chance and well, that hasn't panned out so well but you gotta stay positive right? I'm white but into black men which is still taboo where I live and of course my family. Honestly never would have been with a black man or men, had it not been for me caving into my ex husband's fantasy. He had a fetish for it and I wanted to be a good wife and fulfill that. As time went on it became solely about him and not me and I decided I liked being with black men but didn't like how he treated me during so I got rid of the part of the equation that was a negative. Kept the positive of course.