I have always been a straight guy. I'm not a macho, studly kind of guy, but not femme either. Really love giving and getting oral. intercourse not so much. Lately, I've been thinking an awful lot about big cocks (penis envy I suspect). Fantasize about transsexuals, sissies and femboys. Most gay porn is a turn off but I like mmf porn especially when the female is forcing a guy to suck or be fucked. I have always liked blowjob scenes but recently realized that the big turn on was thinking about being the girl, not the guy. My sex life is just fantasy but if I ever get in touch with my feminine side, and get over my fears, I may want to act out on these fantasies.